The opposite

i have two opposite mood today..
hohohoho..
i'm just thinking that i am a moody person..
the first half of the day, my mood ruined to be bad because of a bad news and someone egoistic..
it really ruined my day and make me want to fold and put that person into a box and key it, then throw the key..
so that person can not show up again in front of me..
wkwkwkwk...

in the late afternoon,
my eyes just opened for other unlucky life, so i have to be thankful for my life, and not just having a bad mood all day cause of that person..
it looks that God shown this to me..
There are another person who are having unlucky life and their still thankful to the God..
I'm so shame..
I feel too egoist, just thinking about my self all day..
and after that, my heart is full of peaceful..
it is make me cool down, smile, and thankful
this condition is 180 degree deference in the morning..
hohohoho...

sigh,
i'm just learn another lesson of life today..
those lesson always realize me about who i am, in this world..



xoxo


M'cella
*prepare to sleep with a lot of thinking in my mind..

Sunday that is not looks like sunday..

yeah, this sunday is not looks like sunday..
i've to be mom's assistance from 6.30 am to 8.00 pm
Sooo tired! phiuh..
but, now i'm happy!! because a new maid is come tomorrow..
it's mean no other romusha day.. ^^
It's really tired today, because I have to prepare some ingredients of spring rolls, ketoprak, maling, also a few of beef teriyaki..
beside that, i've to prepare dad's juice and wash some plate..
the most difficult ingredients is when i have to pounded peanut until it's become soft..
OMG, it is take most of my energy..
i feels like 'upik abu' today.. :(
But, it just ended tomorrow..

Today, i have talk on the phone with my best friend..
it really good hear his voice and we have a good conversation..
but i feel guilty, i think he dissapointed to me because of i didn't meet him when he just 50 m out from my house.. I am not meet him, because i'm not at home that time..
sorry ndre, next time u were in galaxi i will meet u.. ^^

Tomorrow, i'll gonna meet my friends and we are hang out all day out..
it'll be so happy..
can't wait..



xoxo

Mcella
*feels tired and want to go to my lovely bed soon..*

Forgiving Christmas!!

today is christmas day!!
soooo..
merry xmas everyone!! ^^
i think i have a slow xmas this year, but i enjoy it..
it's start in christmas eve with going to church with my friends and her sister..
we are doing this ritual since 4 years ago?
and after all..
today, i have a great christmas lunch at samudra restaurant..

but, for me it's just the ceremony..
inside it, i am learning something at christmas day..
i'm learning how to forgive..
forgiveness is easy to talk but hard to do..
and i'm just forgive someone today..
it's make my heart peaceful, like a heavy load is take away from my heart..

hmm.. I just realize there is no photo at my blog..
i think i have to grab my digicam and take some shoot..
so all of u know what i am talking about..




xoxo

M'cella
*feels tired after being mom's assistance in the kitchen*

there is always a hope!

udah lama bgt ga nulis ni blog..
i miss the time while i write this blog, which is 1 year ago..
in 1 year, there are many things happen in my life..
make me more mature, not just a lil' girl..

if i flashback to 1 year ago,
i'm just a forth-year-college-girl who was happy, full of ambition, and spending all the time with friends.
not much problems to worried..

and now,
i'm just a degree woman, who is seeking a job and have to facing some truth that it's not good enough.
but i know, there is a hope..
i believe with that..
all that i can do is just pray, do the best, and let God do the rest.
life it's not easy anymore, but why make it worse?
just smile, and hope that everything will be better.. :)
Ganbatte!! ^^